raynevamp123

Oh my fucking god i hate it i wish i could just kill myself all these lies and the pain just everything it sucks i have so many emotions i don't now what to do with should i cry or be upset or scream my head off i don't know anymore life is hell and i wish i wasn't even alive... And i like try to be strong and everything and i smile or try to be happy for people and myself but its not working... I don't know what to do....I'm so lost its killing me my bruises and cuts just aren't killing me enough................ And i have no one to talk to this about i fell so alone sometimes.

Eating dark chocolate yay!!!!!! I'm hungry and bored and listening to fucking 1D~how the hell did that happen???????!!!!~ i hate them like fucking hate them And i'm on tumblr and Facebook Haha hehe tehe hoho o.O  :) ;) <3 send me a note or something so we can talk cuz i have nothing to do :( :P ~Rayne<3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxytyRy-O1k This song reminds me of my friend AnnabellLee666 i dont know why lol but it just dose maybe cuz its such and epic song and shes epic to haha <3 ^^ :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=7hKEkUd0WhM&feature=endscreen

I'm just so upset and mad and confused right now i don't know how you say what i feel because there are to many emotions going though my head i want to cry i want to scream i don't know what it is but its that one little thing inside me that's pushing my buttons that makes me feel this way inside and i'm sure that if you have seen some of the pictures i have posted or read some of the poems i made you would know how i feel its like your in pain and want to die but you don't want to and you feel like you have no one to go to and no one loves you  Its just so hard to deal with right now and on top of that I have lost my dad today because he is